Saturday, June 16, 2007

usual crap...


So here it is 7am and I can't sleep anymore. I have to work at 11am, but I could still use a couple more hours of sleep. Meh. Man, pregnancy has been rough on me. I've been really sick, like A LOT. But it's finally starting to tame down. My birthday wasn't too bad, I wasn't feeling the best, but oh well. I'm 20 now, and won't be a teenage mother! haha. I quit college. I know that seems like a drastic decision, and I'll admit I thought long and hard about it. But it's just in my best interest and that of the baby's to return next year instead. I was just too sick to keep up with the material, and I was overtired because of school all day, and work during some evenings and weekends, plus morning sickness scattered throughout that. So now I'm simply working part-time, and it feels great not to be in school for the first time in sooooo long! I can finally concentrate more on me, and my pregnancy and making sure everything is alright and that I'm eating well and stuff. It's been great.So I've been thinking about names, and I have a definitive boy name picked out, but no ideas on girl names yet, so please, comment me your suggestions! If it's a boy, it's going to be Samuel William Jamieson. It has a really nice ring to it, and Samuel means "God Hears". Now, as most of you know, I'm not overly religious, but when I had to tell my parents about the baby, let me tell you, I prayed. But it all went well, and my parents are very supportive, so I know the big guy up there heard me. Gah, I hate being tired and not being able to sleep. Worst. Feeling. Ever.No I take that one back. The worst feeling for me has been when my roommate is cooking something, or I'm walking somewheres and I catch a whiff of a smell that makes me sick, and there's nothing I can do to not smell it, except breathe through my mouth, but then it's like I can taste it. Ah well. The morning sickness is finally going away.Man, besides my pregnancy, there really hasn't been much going on. Oh, I did have a bf, for about a week. I agreed to start dating him, but then realized I just didn't have those kinds of feelings for him. So I broke up with him.Oh!!! And I'm also going to see Simple Plan Dec. 15th!!! So exciting, seeing how they are like my all-time favorite band. Well one of them anyways.Hmmmm, well I just sat here for a few minutes thinking if I have anything else to say and nothing came up, so I suppose this is where I wrap it up. I don't think I write in here nearly enough, but if there's nothing interesting to talk about, why bother? Hey is it normal to have sex dreams when you're pregnant?? :D

1 comment:

golptids6598 said...

Hey Em, Sorry I didn't call you for your birthday I have been sooo busy with school and stuff that I completely forgot until I read it on here. I'm a terrible friend!! ohh no. Anyways, we need to keep better in touch, it's so hard now that you aren't close enough to pop by for dinner or break to see for an hour!!Miss you lots!!